Lately, something just keeps surfacing up into my brain.
Something that i dont even know if i should be happy or sad about.
Maybe in the past it might be something happy, but that isnt the case now.
As time and years ago by, people change. Things change.
Even if you dont want them to. But these are fact that ive and we've to accept.

You know you get that agonizing feeling when you miss someone?
"You feel it with your whole body. Every part. The worst is the aching in your chest."
Its as if you're whole body is giving way, breaking down into parts.
I get this same agonizing feeling when im at wits end, and feeling lost or hurt.
Exactly what im feeling now. Pain. Aching.