♥ my dreams came true when i found you, but i've crashed them down.

complex complicated.
i don't know how to explain things now.
i just have to play with fire and make things worst.
its gone now, all i've is my faults and self blaming.
those sunflowers staring right at my face.
makes me want to just scream and shout,
how much i hate my mind, my heart, my feelings right now.
new first song. it makes me want to cry even more.
it moves me to tears just now, its indescribable.
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Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name.

Labels: ♥ complex complicated + fireplaying + screamshout + hate:mind/heart/feelings + everyheartbeatspeaksyourname + mydreamscametruewhenifoundyou